Memories- 20/69

KEY-
♠ - Lucifer Memory 3/18
♥ - Human!Kira Memory 1/2
♦ - Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory 11/34
♣ - Nanatsusaya Memory 5/15

All GRAYED memories are already received or locked.

Positive Significant

♠ WINNING
♠ Not raping Alexiel
♠ Freeing Alexiel from Eden
♦ Setsuna coming to him in a dream

Positive Trivial

♠ Killing a bunch of angels to open the gate to heaven
Ninth Memory: Goldielock's Game: ♦ Introducing himself to Setsuna
Thirteenth Memory: Goldie's Game: ♦ Spending the day chilling with Sara and Setsuna in the mall
♠ Returning Kira Sakuya's human soul to Earth
♦ Forcing Setsuna to skip school and have some fun (11)
Fifth Memory: Maleficent's Game: ♦ Discussing love with his shouta soul

Neutral Significant

♠ Rebelling against Heaven, fighting Michael
♠ Creating Hell
Fifteenth Memory: Unicorn and Brother Deer's Game: ♣ Being found by Alexiel
♠ Shooting God
First Memory: ♠ Katou's death
♠ Killing Sandalphon + Exposition
♠ Rociel ordering him to kill Setsuna, reminiscing with Alexiel
♦ That time Setsuna didn't destroy the world and Kira stabbed him instead
♦ Setsuna coming back in Rociel's body + ensuing freak out
♦ Belial taunting him and Setsuna getting kicked out of Anagura
♥ Kira Sakuya's Life (Seven years)
♣ Sword + Alexiel + Gehenna (A few thousand years)
♣ Ultimate Stalking (A few thousand years)


Neutral Trivial

♠ Killing his pet
Memory Nineteen: Cheshire's Game: ♠ Losing a fight to some douche who thought they were rivals
♣ Killing Alexiel's guardian angel
Eighth Memory: Jacobi's Game: ♦ Meeting Katou & Yoji
♣ Bartering with a barmaid for her body (1)
♣ Sitting outside the window of a woman trapped in a tower (6)
Twentieth Memory: Three's Game: ♣ Trying to drag a young drug addicted boy out of a man's house
♣ Watching a teenage girl go berserk and blow apart a dozen men (8)
♣ Meeting Kira Sakuya
♣ Killin' shit in Anagura
Sixth Memory: Dream's Game: ♣ Telling Alexiel his wish
Twelfth Memory: Beauty's Game: ♣ Alexiel meets Kurai
♦ Being a TERRIBLE SON (3)
Third Memory: Unicorn's Game: ♦ MORE being a TERRIBLE SON (4)
♦ YET MORE being a TERRIBLE SON (5)
♦ YET MORE being a TERRIBLE SON + homo action (6)
♦ Giving Setsuna a place to stay after he got kicked out
Fourteenth Memory: Kiriko's Game: ♦ Giving Katou a place to stay after he ran away
Eighteenth Memory: Dream and the White Queen's Game: ♠ Whoring out to Rociel
♣ Some angel going crazy after trying to wield him
♦ Belial touching Kurai
♦ Piercing Setsuna's ears (12)
Tenth Memory: Firebird's Game: ♦ Arachne visiting him in jail
♦ Belial healing him
♠ Trying to kill Setsuna, getting Katou instead
♠ Michael being a petty little snot

♦ Trying to bust Zaphikiel out of jail
♦ I guess Katou is alive whatevwhatev

Negative Significant

♠ God telling him his destiny
♣ Alexiel's fight against Rociel/Dying
Fourth Memory: 3x3 Game: ♦ Being killed by Rociel/Dying for real
♦ Thinking his father would die
♦ Finding out his name
Sixteenth Memory: Odile's Game: ♥ Car accident/Dying
♦ Trying to convince his father he's a monster
Eleventh Memory: Cheshire's Game: ♣ Killing Alexiel's prostitute incarnation
♦ Voice accidentally killing Setsuna
♦ Telling Setsuna he doesn't love him
Seventeenth Memory: Dream's Game: ♦ Telling Setsuna he raped Alexiel
♦ Telling Setsuna to kill him
♦ Katou's death, Setsuna's awakening (and Rociel killing him again)

Negative Trivial

♣ Watching a young chinese boy be executed (2)
Second Memory: Magic Mirror's Game: ♦ Watching Setsuna get laid
♦ Finding Katou's ODing ass
Seventh Memory: Mother's Game: ♦ Kurai crying on him about starcrossed loves
♠ Meeting Belial

Mundane Skills

-Fourth Skill: Madame White's Game: How to fake being human
-Olympian Athleticness
-All The Fighting Shit

Special Skills

-First Skill: Coyote's Game: Wings
-Third Skill: Three's Game: Sensing demons/angels/etc
-Omnilingual
-Second Skill: Jabberwock's Game: Astral Lasers Lvl 1
-Astral Lasers Lvl 2
-Black magic stuff
-Mindfuckery Proof
-Demonic Rez

Other

-Stuff about humans/Assiah
-Fifth Skill: Snow's Game: Stuff about angels/Heaven
-Stuff about demons/Gehennah


1 - The young woman (Ena Bannon) was 16 or so, pretty enough but not especially so. She worked for her father's tavern in a small town in Ireland, where Alexiel's incarnation had appeared recently (Moira Lynch, a young, beautiful girl of five or so, her drunkard, abusive father visited the tavern frequently). Ena was killed by Moira's father when she tried to refuse him one night while her father was away, and was raped for her troubles then left for dead anyway. Her request, upon Nanatsusaya's arrival, was of course to take revenge. Nanatsusaya killed Moira's father, made it look like the result of his heavy drinking, and befriended Moira when she was taken in by another family after having no where else to go.

2 - In the body of an ooold man (Wu Zhi, who everyone is always surprised is still alive!) watching a young man (Chan Ni, age 20ish) be killed for offending a local lord. Execution style: lead injection.

3 - You know what happens when you fill the neighborhood trash dump with fireworks and set them off? =|a Age 8.

4 - Throwing a party at his dad's home, specifically geared so that his father would come home at the height of it and find his place trashed. Age 14.

5 - Smugly chilling out in the principle's office while the principle tells his father how his son beat up a teacher. Age 12.

6 - Molesting Katou in his doorway when his father arrives home. His father makes FACES but tries to be understanding and Kira gets exasperated and dumps Katou and stomps off to smoke. Age 16.

8 -

11 - A full day of being sort of gay for Setsuna. Setsuna was having a hard time of it because of his parents, so Kira just dragged him out of class one morning on some bullshit errand and they spent the entire day running around Tokyo. Kira treated them to lunch and go them into a strip club (which Setsuna had failing interest in), they ended up doing karaoke instead, and then going to Kira's place to drink and eat junk food and play video games. Kira resoundingly trashed Setsuna at all the fighters. It ended when Kira's dad came home from work and caught them and yelled about his son drinking and getting OTHER YOUNGER KIDS TO DRINK and ah why and Kira didn't care but showed Setsuna out anyway. Age 15.

12 - One day after Setsuna got into a fight and nearly beat some poor kid to death, Kira decides to fix that. He imbues some earrings with his power, and drags Setsuna off and pierces his ear with three holes, while lecturing him about staying in control. Age 14.


ironically: (Son of Sorrow)
Nanatsusaya Memory - Trying to drag a young drug addicted boy out of a man's house
Taken: Day 121, not sharable

Summary )
Lucifer Memory: Losing a fight to some douche who thought they were rivals
Taken Day 113
Sharable 2/5


Links + Summary )
ironically: (No rubber bullets now)
Memory 17
Kira/Nanatsuaya Memory - Telling Setsuna he raped Alexiel

Taken, Night 110
Technically sharable but he ate the whole thing


Summary and Link )

Memory 18
Lucifer Memory - Whoring out to Rociel
Taken, Day 11
Not sharable


Summary and Links )
ironically: (With an aching view)
Human!Kira Memory - Car accident/Dying
Taken, Day 103
Sharable, form of black feather


Summary )
ironically: (Before the rise of his iron fist again)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory - Being found by Alexiel
Taken night 102
Sharable: horn with three mouthfuls of water


Link and summary )
ironically: (With voodoo doll philosophies)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory - Giving Katou a place to stay after he got kicked out
Taken day 99
Sharable; box


Summary )

KATOU IS THIS ALL GOOD BY YOU/DO YOU WANT TO ADD/CHANGE ANYTHING?
ironically: (I've come to know)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory - Spending a day chilling with Sara and Setsuna at the mall
Taken day 96
Sharable, party blower


Summary and essay under cut )
Nanatsusaya Memory - Alexiel meets Kurai
Taken day 94
Sharable, monacle


Here to page 12.

Summary )
ironically: (No rubber bullets now)
Nanatsusaya Memory - Killing Alexiel's prostitute incarnation
Taken day 91
Sharable, but... probably destroyed


See this post for an idea of what is in this memory!

Summary )

Learned/Effects:
+ 5000 fuck goooood!!!
+ 3000 alexielalexielalexiel
+ 1000 fuck the peronae
+ General 19th century Japan knowledge
+ 1 dubious malcontent with self
ironically: (And when he opened up at last)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory: Arachne visiting him in jail
Taken: Day 88
Not sharable


Here to page 26!

Summary )

Learned/Effects:
-My sword was named Shiranui and I liked it =|a (YURI HE IS GOING TO MAKE YOU GIVE HIM A QUEST FOR SHIRANUI)
-Assiah = Earth
-God's punishment to Alexiel was to lock her into an endless cycle of suffering
-Had not actively been trying to break the cycle until recently, was merely watching over her through many lives

+General oh so that's what trannies/hookers/brothels/cops/samurai/jail are
+25 swordere
+30 platonic honest conversation
+15 how to hit on people
+10 accepting own humanity
+40 what the balls is up with humans
+95 fuck god (=
ironically: (The tyrant's voice is softer now)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory: Introducing himself to Setsuna
Taken: Night 84
Sharable: Form of nailpolish 2/5 uses


Here to page 8.

Stuff! )

Learned/Effects:
-I guess Alexiel is a berserker and her crazy bloodlust carries on into her reincarnations
-Part of stalking her incarnations around involved keeping them out of trouble I guess

+10 O that is how you smile
+55 Sarcasm
+60 Harmless abuse
+100 Ironic dickbag
ironically: (With voodoo doll philosophies)
Nanatsuasaya/Kira Memory: Meeting Katou and Yoji
Taken night 82
Sharable, form of vampire fangs


Summary! )
ironically: (Of the seventh week.)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Sakuya Memory: Kurai crying on him about starcrossed loves
Taken night 81
Not sharable


From here to page 28.

Summary )

Gained:
+35 how does feelings (sorrow, regret, love)
+15 telling cute little girls his honestish thoughts
+50 YES OKAY. I WAS IN LOVE WITH SETSUNA AND DUG BEING HUMAN, I GET IT.
ironically: (No rubber bullets now)
Nanatsusaya Memory: Telling Alexiel his wish
Taken day 78
Not sharable


The flashback here and here.

Summary )

Learned/Effects:
-Alexiel was fighting a war in Hell, presumably against Heaven?
-She's super hot
-She's in love with someone not me
-My name as a sword was Nanatsusaya and I was unaware of my identity as Lucifer
ironically: (No rubber bullets now)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory: Discussing love with shouta soul
Taken on night 76
Not sharable


AKA Whoops Kira is a love centric derp who fails at feelings but at least actually knows they are there!

Links, Script, and Summary )

Learned/Effects:
-List of past loved ones: Setsuna, father, Sakuya
-I guess I was pretty in touch with my emotions
--And more importantly I was strongly motivated by them
-Though I had taken hundreds of human bodies, it was due to Sakuya's soul that I first came to truly 'feel' human and understand their feelings
--Didn't regret this
-Was trying to make my father hate me due to Sakuya's wishes

+300 donotmaybewantfeelings 8||;;;? (love, happiness)
+50 more humanish alignment
+50 confusedly positive human feelings
+35 feelings honesty
ironically: (With an aching view)
Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory: Being killed by Rociel/Dying for real
Taken on night 73
Form of a perfume. Sharable. Smells like The Great Sword of War


LOL. So this is Kira's actual horrific death memory and has a ton of info in it.

Links and Summary )

Learned/Effects:
-Anagura is the first level of Hell
-Kurai is the name of a Princess of Evils and she can talk to dragons and Setsuna loves her
-Rociel's blood was keeping the body of Kira Sakuya alive
-I cared for the real Kira Sakuya and... respected him?
--I also genuinely enjoyed living his life
-Katou is a loser but I guess I cared for him
-I really liked being Kira Sakuya, even if I was never truly human
-I did not want to be Lucifer
--because Lucifer is Setsuna's enemy?
-I guess I was also a sword...
--The sword body and the crystal body are connected somehow
--And I guess I sealed Rociel into the earth at some point
--And also at some point Alexiel used the sword body to attack Rociel?
-Lucifer was meant to be the purest evil, the god of death, the one who will wipe out all of humanity without mercy, etc etc
-I had some kind of super intense feelings for Alexiel
-Was thousands of years old and had been reincarnated through many lives, stalking Alexiel the whole way
-Setsuna is Alexiel's reincarnation
-Freed my servants from their vows

+150 IDK HOW DOES FEELINGS??? (love, regret)
+10 self destructive impulses
ironically: (Of smoke and ash)
Nanatsuasaya/Kira Memory: MORE being a TERRIBLE SON (4)
Taken on day 70
Form of a stone, not sharable


This is head canon memory! Which I described as: Throwing a party at his dad's home, specifically geared so that his father would come home at the height of it and find his place trashed. Age 14.

Summary, thoughts )

Learned/Effects:
- I was occupying a human body named Kira Sakuya
- I was trying to make Kira Sakuya's father hate him (me?)
- I failed this time and had failed numerous times before...
- I guess I knew Katou as Kira Sakuya, this explains a lot
-- He's a loser druggy who will do whatever I say

+ General knowledge of the human world (middle schoolers, alcohol, sex, social expectations, rebellion, the japanese office man, credit cards, etc etc)
+ General knowledge of social manipulation (pretending to be carefree rebellious asshole in a very calculated way)
+ ?????? re: unconditional love
+ vague sort of understanding of familial bonds
+ vague suspicions he may have been more human in the past than he realized
ironically: (I am the bitter end)
Nanatasuaya/Kira Memory: Watching Setsuna get laid
Taken day 68
Form of a compact mirror: 1/7 uses


Here to the end of the chapter.

Summary )

Learned/Effects:
-I was at some point tied to a crystal
--That was in the possession of Setsuna, a human I loved (?)
-Setsuna was in love with his sister, which is a sin
-Watching Setsuna get laid inspired various feelings, one of which was happiness (for him?)
-My mentality at this point is completely different
-Rociel is about here, though it doesn't seem I was working with him at the time
-Was in a human jail for some reason
-Something about my body was wrong/ill fitting
-There was a second presence there with me

+25 8|a?
ironically: (This is the final bow)
Katou's Death

From here through that entire chapter, and half of the next chapter, to to here.

Summary )


So that is what HAPPENED, but what does Lucifer GET out of it?

Learned/Effects:
-My name is Lucifer, I am a demon, was formerly an angel, and I have some followers who I really don't care about
-I have a brother named Michael, he hates me and all women, the only woman he ever cared about liked me better and protected me from his sword and nearly died
-Said woman is now Balbero, general of Hell, and I guess my wife or whatever, also now she's dead
-People are weak to illusions involving love
-There's some big shit going down but I'm really not sure what
-Demons are 'evil', angels are 'good', angels believe God protects them and cares about them
--That's hilarious and naive
-General sense that God can't be trusted for diddly shit, overall highly negative feelings
-Have some sort of past with the humans here, but it's overall unimportant
-Still, there is a sense that I knew everything about Katou, but couldn't really be bothered to reach for the knowledge
-Katou didn't want to live

+1 Luciferish identity

-1 million fucks