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ironically) wrote2011-07-23 12:50 am
ironically) wrote2011-07-23 12:50 am
Memory Two - Triv Neg
Nanatasuaya/Kira Memory: Watching Setsuna get laid
Taken day 68
Form of a compact mirror: 1/7 uses
Here to the end of the chapter.
Okay so, the girl and the boy consummating their love in this scene are Setsuna and Sara. They are madly in love and also siblings. The person being like "ALEXIEL D8?" is Rociel who apparently can sense it when the reincarnation of his sister gets laid. Aaand the big rock you see hanging around Setsuna's neck is Nanatsusaya! AKA Lucifer.
This is a very layered memory for Lucifer, because there are a lot of things that are going on.
A) His physical, human body is inside a jail cell, on a thin cot. He doesn't get that the body is HUMAN here, but he can sense that there is a sort of disconnect from it that he doesn't feel with his current body.
B) There is SOMEONE ELSE there with him, even though he is alone. This is the ghost of Kira Sakuya who is always with Kira. All Lucifer gets is that there is another soul nearby though.
C) He is 'watching' Setsuna and Sara go at it. He is aware of everything going on around the crystal his soul is bound to. Sooo if Setsuna has sex with it on, he knows about it =|b He has a lot of mixed feelings watching this.
D) There is ANOTHER 'someone else', this one is an outside presence, like him, voyeuring on the kids. He figures it is probably Rociel.
Lucifer/Kira/Etc has a REALLY GOOD MEMORY so most of his memories are very clear on the details, even if they were unimportant. So he gets all of this and doesn't lose much.
Uuuh, the mixed feelings, which I... am not entirely sure Lucifer will be able to process lol.
At this point in canon Kira has ONE MILLION EMOTIONS and is most open with them when by himself. Also that in particular was an emotional time because A) Katou wad dead B) Setsuna was awakening C) he was finally fucking his sister and D) Kira was personally putting his life in the shitter to protect Setsuna. Then Setsuna, who Kira is TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH, ON SEVERAL LEVELS, gets to have sex with his sister, which is a sin! And he is genuinely happy about it, genuinely fond of Setsuna and glad Setsuna is getting what he wants, jealous a bit because lol in love with Setsuna (but not so much 'I wish I was in Sara's place' as 'That's a thing I will never have'), protective, teeense? something in the neighborhood of worried but not quite, and of course a deep amusement at the irony.
They are fairly strong emotions for Kira, but in a time when Kira can process and compartmentalize his feelings well, so I wouldn't say they have a very large effect. I am not sure how Lucifer will par se them but it is safe to say he will not have an emotional epiphany. He'll be more confused by the fact that Kira is LITERALLY a different person and has a completely different mentality than his own.
Learned/Effects:
Taken day 68
Form of a compact mirror: 1/7 uses
Here to the end of the chapter.
Okay so, the girl and the boy consummating their love in this scene are Setsuna and Sara. They are madly in love and also siblings. The person being like "ALEXIEL D8?" is Rociel who apparently can sense it when the reincarnation of his sister gets laid. Aaand the big rock you see hanging around Setsuna's neck is Nanatsusaya! AKA Lucifer.
This is a very layered memory for Lucifer, because there are a lot of things that are going on.
A) His physical, human body is inside a jail cell, on a thin cot. He doesn't get that the body is HUMAN here, but he can sense that there is a sort of disconnect from it that he doesn't feel with his current body.
B) There is SOMEONE ELSE there with him, even though he is alone. This is the ghost of Kira Sakuya who is always with Kira. All Lucifer gets is that there is another soul nearby though.
C) He is 'watching' Setsuna and Sara go at it. He is aware of everything going on around the crystal his soul is bound to. Sooo if Setsuna has sex with it on, he knows about it =|b He has a lot of mixed feelings watching this.
D) There is ANOTHER 'someone else', this one is an outside presence, like him, voyeuring on the kids. He figures it is probably Rociel.
Lucifer/Kira/Etc has a REALLY GOOD MEMORY so most of his memories are very clear on the details, even if they were unimportant. So he gets all of this and doesn't lose much.
Uuuh, the mixed feelings, which I... am not entirely sure Lucifer will be able to process lol.
At this point in canon Kira has ONE MILLION EMOTIONS and is most open with them when by himself. Also that in particular was an emotional time because A) Katou wad dead B) Setsuna was awakening C) he was finally fucking his sister and D) Kira was personally putting his life in the shitter to protect Setsuna. Then Setsuna, who Kira is TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH, ON SEVERAL LEVELS, gets to have sex with his sister, which is a sin! And he is genuinely happy about it, genuinely fond of Setsuna and glad Setsuna is getting what he wants, jealous a bit because lol in love with Setsuna (but not so much 'I wish I was in Sara's place' as 'That's a thing I will never have'), protective, teeense? something in the neighborhood of worried but not quite, and of course a deep amusement at the irony.
They are fairly strong emotions for Kira, but in a time when Kira can process and compartmentalize his feelings well, so I wouldn't say they have a very large effect. I am not sure how Lucifer will par se them but it is safe to say he will not have an emotional epiphany. He'll be more confused by the fact that Kira is LITERALLY a different person and has a completely different mentality than his own.
Learned/Effects:
-I was at some point tied to a crystal
--That was in the possession of Setsuna, a human I loved (?)
-Setsuna was in love with his sister, which is a sin
-Watching Setsuna get laid inspired various feelings, one of which was happiness (for him?)
-My mentality at this point is completely different
-Rociel is about here, though it doesn't seem I was working with him at the time
-Was in a human jail for some reason
-Something about my body was wrong/ill fitting
-There was a second presence there with me
+25 8|a?