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ironically) wrote2011-08-29 02:23 pm
ironically) wrote2011-08-29 02:23 pm
Memory Six - Triv Neu
Nanatsusaya Memory: Telling Alexiel his wish
Taken day 78
Not sharable
The flashback here and here.
Sooo, basically this is when Lucifer was a sword, and ONLY a sword, back when Alexiel was still alive! They were taking a break between killing shit, and Alexiel asks him what his wish is, when the war is over. And he basically tells her he wishes for a body so he can love her. However, he knows his feelings are unrequited because Alexiel is in love with another. He doesn't know who...
CANON IS AMBIGUOUS as to who that man is. Alexiel claims to love God, as part of her pact with God to keep Rociel safe. She also actually DOES love Rociel, and proooobably loves Lucifer. Nanatsusaya dosn't KNOW he is Lucifer. But we also don't know what man she claims to have chosen at this point in her life. HOWEVER, given as she is currently fighting against heaven and planning to kill Rociel, I doubt it is God, and her love for Rociel wasn't, I think, incestuous on her end. SO I LIKE TO THINK that she is thinking of Lucifer and finds it funny to tell Lucifer as a sword that she can't be with him because she has already found another. (SHE WOULD TOTALLY DO THAT).
But it doesn't matter, cuz Nanatsusaya doesn't know who it is either, just that there is someone else!
It's worth noting that Nanatsusaya was pretty fucking awful at feelings, and I'm not sure he would call what he felt for Alexiel love, later he calls it hate, he never really admits to being in love with her even though LITERALLY EVERYONE CALLS HIM ON IT. But at this particular point in his life he does plainly admit that he desires her, and I think in a way he knew that was love, even if he was a little sociopathic about it. HOWEVER, after she fails to kill Rociel, gets him killed, and gets herself sealed inside of repetitively doomed human bodies, he probably starts to hate her a little/loooot 8'D
Anyway! This is good because I can't run a Lucifer heartgame before I can put Alexiel in there effectively 8D;
Learned/Effects:
Taken day 78
Not sharable
The flashback here and here.
Sooo, basically this is when Lucifer was a sword, and ONLY a sword, back when Alexiel was still alive! They were taking a break between killing shit, and Alexiel asks him what his wish is, when the war is over. And he basically tells her he wishes for a body so he can love her. However, he knows his feelings are unrequited because Alexiel is in love with another. He doesn't know who...
CANON IS AMBIGUOUS as to who that man is. Alexiel claims to love God, as part of her pact with God to keep Rociel safe. She also actually DOES love Rociel, and proooobably loves Lucifer. Nanatsusaya dosn't KNOW he is Lucifer. But we also don't know what man she claims to have chosen at this point in her life. HOWEVER, given as she is currently fighting against heaven and planning to kill Rociel, I doubt it is God, and her love for Rociel wasn't, I think, incestuous on her end. SO I LIKE TO THINK that she is thinking of Lucifer and finds it funny to tell Lucifer as a sword that she can't be with him because she has already found another. (SHE WOULD TOTALLY DO THAT).
But it doesn't matter, cuz Nanatsusaya doesn't know who it is either, just that there is someone else!
It's worth noting that Nanatsusaya was pretty fucking awful at feelings, and I'm not sure he would call what he felt for Alexiel love, later he calls it hate, he never really admits to being in love with her even though LITERALLY EVERYONE CALLS HIM ON IT. But at this particular point in his life he does plainly admit that he desires her, and I think in a way he knew that was love, even if he was a little sociopathic about it. HOWEVER, after she fails to kill Rociel, gets him killed, and gets herself sealed inside of repetitively doomed human bodies, he probably starts to hate her a little/loooot 8'D
Anyway! This is good because I can't run a Lucifer heartgame before I can put Alexiel in there effectively 8D;
Learned/Effects:
-Alexiel was fighting a war in Hell, presumably against Heaven?
-She's super hot
-She's in love with someone not me
-My name as a sword was Nanatsusaya and I was unaware of my identity as Lucifer