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ironically) wrote2011-10-15 01:31 am
ironically) wrote2011-10-15 01:31 am
Memory Eleven - Sig Neg
Nanatsusaya Memory - Killing Alexiel's prostitute incarnation
Taken day 91
Sharable, but... probably destroyed
See this post for an idea of what is in this memory!
Okay so THIS is the emotional content of what he got back last memory 8D It's. Less troublesome for Lucifer than it was for Nanatsusaya. He won't cry! Or go kill anyone. But it's still very. Alexielalexielalexiel. Those feelings are still real, and not feelings Lucifer will ever have for anyone else. Alexiel is the one binding agent that Lucifer can never cast off. Even if he kills her, she'll always have a hold on him.
But because this is Lucifer who is okay with HATING THINGS with all of the flames of hell and his own deadly precision, what this is MOSTLY is FUCK GOD. Nanatsusaya killed the pursuers in a rage, but Lucifer does not give a fucking fuck about them. He does about the one who really put Alexiel in this position, and by proxy himself. Because he does understand that even if God wasn't the one who took away his memories and turned him into a sword (unlikely), it is God's curse on Alexiel which has, in turn, cursed him. The canon compared Lucifer and Alexiel to the fairytale of the woman and beast. By day she is a woman and he is a beast, and by night he is a man and she is a bird. And they can never really reach each other, never speak or touch. Eternally destined to just miss each other. This is Lucifer's existence. Never ever getting the one thing he wants most, and eternally watching it suffer, always failing her. So Fuck God.
This memory... actually makes Lucifer a lot more dangerous, at least in potential. Since he takes no personal issue with any of the heroes/knights he won't be attacking them, and he doesn't have the power to challenge the Personae atm. But this is Lucifer's first hint of HAVING A GOAL and HATING HIS MAKER, and if he had the power he has in canon he would now rip every Personae in half out of vicious spite. But since he can't and he knows he can't he will bide his time, but he will definitely fuck up any Personae given the opportunity.
Other than RAGE AT THE MACHINE!!!! This memory also comes with some details like Lucifer's ability to sense Alexiel wherever she is (this might actually mostly be a Nanatsusaya ability but I will probably add Alexiel radar to his skill list eventually anyway, Lucifer certainly never has trouble finding or identifying Setsuna in canon), and he actually felt and experienced the process of possessing another's body, but he doesn't have the skill to detach his soul right now anyway so it doesn't matter. He does know that he automatically gets all of a person's memories when he possesses them, so he got a lot of general info on... that period of Japan which I am going to say was late 19th century because it's the only period of Japanese history I know anything about. Memories of using a sword and using sword skills will also significantly increase his abilities in Aather due to lolo Lucifer's crazy learning ability.
Learned/Effects:
Taken day 91
Sharable, but... probably destroyed
See this post for an idea of what is in this memory!
Okay so THIS is the emotional content of what he got back last memory 8D It's. Less troublesome for Lucifer than it was for Nanatsusaya. He won't cry! Or go kill anyone. But it's still very. Alexielalexielalexiel. Those feelings are still real, and not feelings Lucifer will ever have for anyone else. Alexiel is the one binding agent that Lucifer can never cast off. Even if he kills her, she'll always have a hold on him.
But because this is Lucifer who is okay with HATING THINGS with all of the flames of hell and his own deadly precision, what this is MOSTLY is FUCK GOD. Nanatsusaya killed the pursuers in a rage, but Lucifer does not give a fucking fuck about them. He does about the one who really put Alexiel in this position, and by proxy himself. Because he does understand that even if God wasn't the one who took away his memories and turned him into a sword (unlikely), it is God's curse on Alexiel which has, in turn, cursed him. The canon compared Lucifer and Alexiel to the fairytale of the woman and beast. By day she is a woman and he is a beast, and by night he is a man and she is a bird. And they can never really reach each other, never speak or touch. Eternally destined to just miss each other. This is Lucifer's existence. Never ever getting the one thing he wants most, and eternally watching it suffer, always failing her. So Fuck God.
This memory... actually makes Lucifer a lot more dangerous, at least in potential. Since he takes no personal issue with any of the heroes/knights he won't be attacking them, and he doesn't have the power to challenge the Personae atm. But this is Lucifer's first hint of HAVING A GOAL and HATING HIS MAKER, and if he had the power he has in canon he would now rip every Personae in half out of vicious spite. But since he can't and he knows he can't he will bide his time, but he will definitely fuck up any Personae given the opportunity.
Other than RAGE AT THE MACHINE!!!! This memory also comes with some details like Lucifer's ability to sense Alexiel wherever she is (this might actually mostly be a Nanatsusaya ability but I will probably add Alexiel radar to his skill list eventually anyway, Lucifer certainly never has trouble finding or identifying Setsuna in canon), and he actually felt and experienced the process of possessing another's body, but he doesn't have the skill to detach his soul right now anyway so it doesn't matter. He does know that he automatically gets all of a person's memories when he possesses them, so he got a lot of general info on... that period of Japan which I am going to say was late 19th century because it's the only period of Japanese history I know anything about. Memories of using a sword and using sword skills will also significantly increase his abilities in Aather due to lolo Lucifer's crazy learning ability.
Learned/Effects:
+ 5000 fuck goooood!!!
+ 3000 alexielalexielalexiel
+ 1000 fuck the peronae
+ General 19th century Japan knowledge
+ 1 dubious malcontent with self