Memory Four - Sig Neg

Nanatsusaya/Kira Memory: Being killed by Rociel/Dying for real
Taken on night 73
Form of a perfume. Sharable. Smells like The Great Sword of War

LOL. So this is Kira's actual horrific death memory and has a ton of info in it.

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Learned/Effects:

-Anagura is the first level of Hell
-Kurai is the name of a Princess of Evils and she can talk to dragons and Setsuna loves her
-Rociel's blood was keeping the body of Kira Sakuya alive
-I cared for the real Kira Sakuya and... respected him?
--I also genuinely enjoyed living his life
-Katou is a loser but I guess I cared for him
-I really liked being Kira Sakuya, even if I was never truly human
-I did not want to be Lucifer
--because Lucifer is Setsuna's enemy?
-I guess I was also a sword...
--The sword body and the crystal body are connected somehow
--And I guess I sealed Rociel into the earth at some point
--And also at some point Alexiel used the sword body to attack Rociel?
-Lucifer was meant to be the purest evil, the god of death, the one who will wipe out all of humanity without mercy, etc etc
-I had some kind of super intense feelings for Alexiel
-Was thousands of years old and had been reincarnated through many lives, stalking Alexiel the whole way
-Setsuna is Alexiel's reincarnation
-Freed my servants from their vows

+150 IDK HOW DOES FEELINGS??? (love, regret)
+10 self destructive impulses